There is always something going on in life.
Life is never boring for anyone.
My life is the farthest thing from boring. That is for sure.
I'm not going to say I hate drama. I don't. Do I like it? No. Would I prefer to avoid it? Yes. However, it is a part of life and as soon as people start to actually realize that, the better. YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH DRAMA. Whether it is yours or someone else's. It's part of growing up and learning. So stop spending your time whispering in corners to your friends about how you hate drama and blah blah blah.
That being said, I live a very dramatic life.
Lately, I've been stressing out about everything big and small. School, Dean, home, money, lack-of-job, food, etc. But who doesn't have stress? For real, I need to just pull myself aside and be like, "CHILL OUT. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE LIVING."
I love life. Currently, I've been acting all mopey and angsty towards my untimely luck, but overall, I'm alive and living and I know really awesome people.
Sometimes I wonder how I can listen to the same song over and over and over again. But I think it just depends on what mood I'm in or what is going on around me. I really like music I can really, really sing to. It's fun and it makes me feel good. I also like when I'm walking around campus and I find a good song to walk confidently to. Music effects my walk, haha. I walk confidently then and it leads to the feeling of sexiness. And who doesn't want to feel sexy?
Another thing today that I was wondering about was why don't they put clocks in a doctor's office? Like in the little room that the nurse puts you in to wait for your doctor. They just don't want you to know how long you wait? Because I think it makes you feel like you've waited longer than you actually have.
Personally, I don't like the doctor. Any doctor. Doctor's offices freak me out. And hospitals? Thank goodness I have not had to stay overnight at one yet. Everything about them scares me. Visiting my grandmother is hard enough sometimes, but I do it because I love her and it is important. (My grandma is currently doing fine. I'm just sayin')
I think I need to stop trying to figure people out. Well, no. That's not exactly what I mean. I need to stop being overdramatic. But then again, that just seems to be who I am maybe.
My birthday is coming up. I don't really expect anyone to do anything for it really. It'll come and go like it usually does. And that's okay. Just 20. I'm a junior in college and I'm still 19. Apparently, that is young.
That is all for now, I guess.
Unless you actually want to be updated on the drama? I don't know. Get back to me and maybe I'll fill you in.